Day 2

It is nearly lunch time, I made it through the first day!! Today has been a little easier than yesterday. I made a quick trip in to work, nothing that I needed to do there, thank God, and now I am back home trying to decide how not to smoke today. I am trying to stay busy, I already cleaned my pond, I blew the leaves from the yard, there has to be more, no stressful things to do around here. If I could sit back and smoke for a sec, I could probably find all sorts of things to do. I have a headache. Withdrawals, no nicotine, uggg. I can't see very well, cant concentrate, focus, sit still, maybe I have ADD. They prescribe stmulants for that, maybe I have been self medicating with nicotine. We should see if we can get doctors to prescribe smoking instead of ritalin. If they did that, you can still be creative, and you wont kill yourself for years, instead of the months that we have seen on the ADD meds. I think its time to go clean the gutters.