Wednesday, November 09, 2005
More from Day 3
So, I have now let the cat out of the bag, no not the one from previous post, he is still in the garage, but the fact that I quit smoking. I guess now I am committed. If everyone I know, knows, it is going to be ugly if I was to start back. It is my opinion however, that this is all really mental, and maybe all drug addiction is, to a point. But for me, I get an urge every 10 minutes or so, except for when I'm typing, I may start a few more blogs. Anyway, the urge hits, and you simply tell yourself it will go away in 30-90 seconds, and it does. These urges get farther and farther apart, until eventually they are days or weeks or months apart. I cant wait for that. The physical aspects of quitting, have really been relatively light. I have had a headache, for 2 days, my vision is still doing funny stuff, and I get dizzy periodically, but I dont feel like my head is going to explode, or that I will die in some other crazy way if I dont get a fix. The rest of the physical, lack of sleep, bathroom problems, ect... are very small issues. I guess being irritable is a physical issue. My body is trying to get used to functioning on a different level, all this extra oxygen is a trip. Day 3 is almost half over and I am feeling much better about quitting. It doesn't suck quite as bad as it did monday.
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